What about now? What about today? - Daughtry

I woke up to the sight of my 'Wu ya' (actually a baby penguin) hanging on my door. My dad did that but I thought I shall just leave it there. Quite a funny sight.

Ok,ok. Enough of my emo-rants!
One more of such post would have me being hang upside down on bamboo sticks (Not).

So backdating (groans) should go reverse from yesterday.

Saturday
Jason & I went to catch Madagascar 2.

Mel got for me this.

I thought it was very funny and even better than the previous one! The movie has yet to start and the penguins got us laughing already. Dreamworks really has got the best cartoon productions!

Found at Watsons.

After the movie, it was boring walking in rounds from Jurong Pt to IMM. It doesn't help when I wasn't really smiling much. I asked Jason to drive around aimlessly after we left IMM. He didn't really drive aimlessly cos' he must know where to go. We drove through the long,long industrial area and to Qian Hu area.

Suddenly Jason pulled the car in the middle of a long,dark road and alighted. He went over to open my door and I was full of question marks. He mentioned something about letting me fulfilling my dreams and I got out the car still not knowing what he meant.

Suddenly in my mind was the scene from 'A Walk to Remember' whereby the guy(name long forgotten) brought Jamie to the middle of nowhere and asked her to step one feet to each side of the path. Suddenly he told her she is in the middle of 'here' and 'there'.

If you asked me what was on my mind, that was on my mind but I know it is not possible. Can you imagine Jason said I am in the middle of 'Jurong XXX' and 'Jurong XXX' at the same time? Hahaha.

Then I quickly looked at the dark starless skies and to the surroundings. It sure doesn't seem like there is any place for us to sit down and see the stars, there is no stars in the first place. So I confusingly looked at Jason when he signalled me to the driver seat!

My eyes popped so wide and I quickly happily hopped to the driver seat! I REALLY GET TO DRIVE! Oh fuck,that was so damn exciting for me! Plus it was safe, no other cars around and one straight path ahead.

For your information, I don't even drive Daytona and now I get to drive a real car! I was so psyched and I turned happy again! I can't say the whole driving was a success. I was giggling so much and I think Jason was really scared. But heck with that, I actually drove! It was such a cool experience!

Ps: Driving ain't that easy. You would need so much concentration and now I am even more sure that I won't drive. But I would,if Jason lets me have a try again!

There is a small emotion part to Saturday and Jason didn't know it. We weren't holding hands most of the time. It just didn't feel the "right" thing to do much as I would love the comfort of my hand being hold, I resisted
Then there is this one time our hands brushed by each other and he held my hand. For that few seconds, I felt my heart warming up and I felt like crying. I didn't.

Friday.

I hurried to Starbucks, The Cathay in the morning. Starbucks just feel so christmasy and I love the cosy warm feel of their decor, the coffee smell and the christmas songs playing.

Ready for collection: Boy Bear 1 -3 are for Vonx,Irene & Yinz. Girl bear 1-2 are for Fyn & Wanru. Please collect them from me at your earliest convenience. =)

Vonx told me about this Gingerbread bear at Starbucks and my spontaneity asked me to buy it for them. And I did.

The other news is I couldn't resist getting one for myself. Another $24.90 blew just like that.

Say Good day to Gingerbread Bear.

Speaking of bears, I bought the pumpkin one back at KL.

I stuck it on the side of my work monitor.

Pretty cute huh? I hope it won't become a dusty pumpkin in time to come.

Thursday

After work, we met up to celebrate RQ's 25th birthday! When we knew each other, we are barely 18 and now we are like mid 20s! MID 20s is suddenly a very scary notion.
It seem to me that my friends' lives are all moving on and I felt a lil' depressed actually. It is quite apparent that mine is stuck. My emotional rants are as a result of it.

I still find Sizzler' food not that worthy of it's prices. The ladies had the salad bar but judging by what we ate, I think we only covered a fraction of what it costs.

My favourite photo of the day. Yinz' Domo getting murdered. Hahaha.

More photos of the celebration found at Facebook. =)

Wednesday

Fyn's last day at the company. Like what I've written on her card, I could possibly be the happiest and saddest at the same time. That silly girl cried as soon as Clara hugged her and almost couldn't stop.

Tomorrow would be the start of her new job! I bet she couldn't sleep more than 6 hours tonight and possibly less. Lolx. No worries babe, you would do very well there! We will get to meet each other soon!! Yay!!!! Do keep me updated every now and then.

Cakes from Pine Garden.

Fyn got us cakes from Pine Garden. She knew I had that very lovely piece from Irene's wedding and she ordered one of the Lychee Martini cake just for me. I just heartx her! MUACKS!

YUMMMY~

If you remembered how it tasted, imagine the bigger slice in your mouth. I thought I was a lil drunk after the cake. Can't help floating to mid air. Lolx.

Met Irene at Clarke Quay after work. Only people like Irene could afford buying non-discounted clothes at economy recession like this. I was so lucky cos' Irene gave me a free top! Due to her purchases, she is entitled to get any free top in the shop and she gave the choice to me! So darn lucky & happy!

We were supposed to dine at Coffee Club when I just realised she made a reservation at Merchant Court instead. I thought I heard wrongly when I thought I heard reservation to eat durians.

It was practically Irene's treat the whole night! From the top to the dinner and to the ride home. I felt so damn paiseh about it!

It was a pouring night and we swam in our emotions.I can't imagine the day whereby Irene won't be in Singapore for years. It would have meant a significant big loss to my life.

Suddenly I feel lonely. Yes, I have friends but somehow inside I feel lonely. People are moving on and what I am doing?

Wrong? Don't tell me that I am doing anything wrong again. What is right and who defines the right and wrong of which.

Don't. Judge. Anything. Ever. Like don't assume anything ever.

Somewhere this evening, I thought of something. I wanna embark on another spontaneous trip again. Maybe not as spontaneous as the previous KL trip (but that is lovely) but maybe like the previous HK trip. I wanna go Taiwan by the mid of 2009 and I will call Jason to tell him about this later.

Good Sunday,people.

I hope the next week be a good one for us.